Heartaches

Really really hurting.. do you all know how i feel, really it pierced through my heart,
All i can do is cry alone, do you all know it? Where were you guys when i needed you?
I always tried my best to do what i can do..  Now, i don't even feel like celebrating
my birthday, it doesn't even matter to her. I rather sit in a quiet place, and rest..
Without anyone to interrupt me.. I know, i have a bad temper, i know i suck.
I know, but do you know why? Know why i can't change? Because the
enviroment i'm in, doesn't allow me to change, i'm sorry guys, breakdown once
again. This week, i already breakdown for alot of times, sorry not to tell you guys.
What the things i want is love, you know ? And those guys who played me out there,
You'd all have retribution, i know.. You all better remember..
I really really need you guys ): Who'd lent me a shoulder to lean on..?
Forget it.. Sign off right here..