Dear readers, here to update this **** dead blog.
Firstly i want to say...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CUNZHI JIE! ((:
Today for me, is suppose to be studying day.
But alright, i ended up reading my storybook for hours.
Went to Cunzhi jie de bbq ate, and home sweet home.
Happyyyyyyy, i'm alone at home naozczxs. What a best.
I've still awhile more to enjoy this peacefulness. I don't know why
I'm thinking like this, but still. Yeah i enjoy the peacefulness,
Life outside is too chaotic for me now. Everyday, is study..
I'm too tired for crazy life. I'm exhausted really.
I really going to have the

" I DON'T GIVE IT DAMN, PLEASE FUCK OFF "
type of thing. I'm really very fucked up now.

Alright, time for pictures. ((:

I don't know what's going on in my life right now, I want to ask a lot of things, but i don't have the courage anymore, I've lost my courage. Yes, I've gone through a lot, but I've put down my pains, and I've forgotten the way. But, under such circumstances, I can't help but my heart feels.. Like afraid of something thats gonna happen. I feel like crying, but what the fuck am i crying for. I don't know if i'm paranoid or what, because i don't want to deceive myself but now, i don't even know if I am doing so. I'm lost, who can pull me back to sense..?