I just knew something, not pleasant to know, felt sad to know it, worried after knowing it.
I don't know why, i still concern about all this. I felt stupid, i felt that I've been beaten back to square one after trying so hard. I only wish that you'll be alright, i can't bear anything to happen to you. I know, i'm being foolish, but i only know i love you. I wish that i could be by your side, and take care of you. I know myself clearly that no matter how hard i cried behind, how worried i am, how I've been dwelling on things over and over again, just to refresh the memories, you'll not care. May god bless you, hope that you'll be alright, i hope that nothing will happen to you.
I don't know why the hatred inside me, wants you to die, wants you to suffer incorrigibly, wants you to " ". But I don't know why, when something happened i can't help but..