Decided to update blog, no pictures to post, ): .
Life is so mean, and so.... maybe hard. Expectations are hard to meet.
Stress so hard for something, but still never got hands on it.
Tried so hard to make changes, but everyone still didn't notice,
still hating for life. Wanted to make things go smoothly,
ended up, it all goes wrong for me. Maybe things are going so fine for me,
like what you think, but it isn't. I want to die, but i'm scare i'd make others cry for me,
and the pain of it. The feeling of loss. I want to make up to the things i've done.
But did you guys ever gave me a chance?
I never once understood how guys mind function, because they are
such weird creatures on earth. And they hurt girls the most.
But i never once doubt their feelings, blame it on my stupidity
getting myself hurt. Once bitten, twice shy. I've learn to.
But still i'm figuring out their mind set. I hate them.
Because never once was they true. Tears aren't meant to be
cried like that. So i should stop, but god created us to have feelings.
I can't control. But i still foolishly, love him.
Whats the point, Tired, went swimming yesterday.
Slept till 1am, woke up use comp. Hope tomorrow will be a better day,
See you soon my loves.
-SHAGMUCH-